Thursday, August 20, 2009

I fell into mommyhood, trying to find my way around.








The most amazing thing has come into my life. I spend 24 house a day with a little human that is experiencing everything for the first time. I give her everything she needs. We have approached the joys of sitting and playing with toys and the introduction of fruits and veggies. How did we get there so fast? Sometimes it feels like we left the hospital only two weeks ago. Low and behold it has been 6 months! Everyone said time will fly by and it sure has. Her personality is growing stronger and her laughter makes me stronger.

The hard part is not to get so wrapped up in mommyhood and baby life that I forget my personal goals in life. While I was pregnant I became certified to teach yoga and not only have I not been teaching my practice is few are far between. I also need to find my way back into dance. I need to figure out a new time management system, one that includes myself. I am very supported my my husband and family, but I struggle with asking for help. I am a "do it myself" kind of gal. If I want to follow though with my goals, that doesn't fly anymore. Things must change and evolve. This must be the mother struggle that most mothers go though.